well especially this year am I keeping Jesus in Ch...

well especially this year am I keeping Jesus in Christmas because I don't know if it will be my last one with Jerry or if the grand kids will have there last Christmas with him. last week little buddy,[ thats what I call him ] came hunting for his grampa,his favorite person [ buddy is on;y 10 months old ] he loves to terrorize grampa by not leaving a single thing untouched on his current table used for all methods of survival. [ water,locked meds, Kleenex,glucose machine] you name it he wants it. all of a sudden I will hear Jerry say,"judy,will you come get this baby,he won;t leave anything alone" but I'll say,"but jer,he;s been waiting for you to wake up to say hi"